“God showed me a vision”



(John 20:29) Jesus said unto him, Thomas, because thou has seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.

I’ve debated for a couple of years now, whether or not to share my vision. A vision that I hold near, and dear. I had originally planned to keep it as my own little treasure.

But with all thats going on in, and around the world, I wanted to share a bit of hope. I want to say to all of you that are not there yet, please find a way to have a personal relationship with the Lord, and with that being said.

I’ve always known that God loved me, but around the time of the vision, I felt in my heart that he was exceptionally happy with me, because he showered me with lots of love, attention, and a healthy dose of discipline. He rewards you for doing what’s right in his sight, and when you dont he’ll let you dangle on the edge for awhile, but he catches you just before you fall.

God was, and is on my mind from the moment that he wakes me up, and until the time that I fall asleep. During this time I had many dreams, and all of the dreams had a message attached to them, but the vision was very powerful.

In the wee hours of the morning I laid there somewhere in between half asleep, and half awake when I saw the most beautiful vision of Jesus on the cross. It was so vivid, so real that it woke me up, and jolted me right up in the bed, as It lingered. I had a feeling of euphoria as I did during most of my encounters with God. It was as if I was somewhere else, right there near him.

This vision made me cry, as I’m crying right now writing this, every time that I relive my testimonies I get emotional. This only reinforced what I already knew, that God is real, and the bible is true. What made it even more touching was that, as Jesus hung on the cross, behind him was the most beautiful rainbow that I had ever seen. The colors were bolder than what we would normally see in a rainbow.

It was a special blessing. If you’ve read my other two testimonies “My Rainbow,”and “Another Rainbow” then you would know about my love of rainbows, and how God has sent me a message through “Another Rainbow,” and then showed me a rainbow in “My Rainbow” when I prayed, and asked him to.

I don’t have all, or most of the answers, but I can tell you that God loves us all. I can only tell you of what God has done in my life, my testimonies. I do know that If you seek him out for yourself, your faith, and trust in him will only grow. There is no alternative, as we’re living in the last days. Be alert, Stay safe, and God bless.

“They meant it for harm, but God meant it for good”

Tuesday I was laid off from a Job that I had worked at for many years. Understand that I’m not at all upset about being laid off from there, because the environment was toxic. However, I was upset over the manner in which I was let go.

I was told that my services were no longer needed just one day, before I was scheduled to return to work. And just one day before my employers sold the business. I thought it strange that I had never met the new owners though.

To top it off no one could explain to me why my five other co-workers were still employed there under the new ownership. This is when I knew that it was personal. I had been slandered, and singled out to be laid off by one or more of the previous owners, and possibly two of my co-workers.

I met with my soon to be ex-employers that afternoon. They were a set of husband, and wife teams. The husbands were riddled with grief, and guilt, as they both choked, and became teary eyed. The wives appeared happy about what happened.

The husbands kept asking me will I be ok, and as bold as a lion I said I’ll be fine. I’ve got God, and God will take care of me, and they said I know God is with you. They said this, because every weapon they formed against me never prospered.

Previously one of their wives had accused me of sleeping with her husband, which wasn’t true. She was a very jealous, and insecure woman who hated any woman that her husband admired.

He only spoke highly of me, because he appreciated my work, and years of service. He asked me to forgive her, but I had already forgiven her for all of the things she had done to me even though she continued to be a thorn in my side until the very end.

To understand what God did, I have to take you back to June 2019. Fed up with them, and working there I went looking for a new job. I applied for three jobs, and got hired by one even though God kept telling me no, not yet. I took the new job anyway, but hadn’t quit my old job yet.

The day of my orientation which was in June, God had punished me with back spasms for being stubborn. I ended up in the hospital, and then had to return to my old job. When God says no, he means it. By now several months had passed, and I constantly reminded God that I was tired of working there.

Last month in late October I received a phone call from a Christian organization, that was looking to hire me. Which was one of the three jobs that I had applied for in June. But I didn’t call her back, because I still had a Job.

Then one month later, I was laid off from my job on Tuesday November 19th 2019. I prayed, and talked to God as I moped around the house until that coming Friday. That’s when the spirit urged me to stop what I was doing, and call the Christian organization back to see if the position was still available. So I did, and it was.

The store manager had answered the phone. During our conversation, she said that she was surprised that she had went back several months to find my application, and to call me. She said that she had never gone back that far to hire someone.

I told her that it was Gods hand at work, and she responded with I believe that. Finally, she also said that she was on her way out the door when I called, and that she almost never answers the phone. She paused, and said huh, but I just laughed and thought all God.

During my interview I sat quietly as she explained that everything they do is based around the Lord, and helping people. And that it’s a Christian based atmosphere where they pray before the shift starts. She said that she had another interview to do, after mine.

She, and I laughed, and talked about the Lord. She was shocked when I informed her of my website, and told her that it’s based on my experiences with God. She said that she was so excited to meet me, and that she enjoyed our conversation. She called me back an hour later, and I was hired.

In short, God held up that job that I applied for several months ago just for me, because everyone she hired never showed up, or didn’t work out. My former employers let me go with one days notice prior to them selling the place.

But the new owners kept all of my co-workers except me, because of slander. But God gave me another job within three days. Know that as I write this, my soul is at peace. What my former employers meant for harm, God meant for good. All glory to God, stay blessed.

“Stop telling the devil your plans”

While the devil is not omniscient, he can surely hear every word that we utter. I finally realized that I needed to ward him off with a little silence please.

One day I started noticing a pattern, after I spoke out loud that I would read my bible when I got home from work, and my only pair of reading glasses snapped in half as I dug into my purse that night.

On this day I spoke out loud that I would read my bible, and meditate before work. After opening my bible, two separate neighbors argued continuously with their significant others, until the police was called by one of the couples. It went silent when I closed my bible, and started preparing for work.

Another time I spoke out loud that I would read some scriptures when I arrived at work. The devil was listening, because what should have been a slow night became stressful, and overwheming. The devil kept me busy with unnecessary requests from the customers, along with both office phones ringing repeatedly the entire night.

On my work days quite often I would say out loud, I sure hope that my employers aren’t there today, and every time they were. These were days that they normally would not be there. I started noticing when I kept quiet they wouldn’t show up.

I spoke out loud, again saying that I would start staying up late talking to God, and reading my bible like I use to. But the enemy of air heard every word. After every attempt I became extremely tired, and fell asleep.

On this day I was so excited to find some old bible tapes at a yard sale, that I told everyone about it. As soon as I stuck one of the tapes into my tape recorder it broke, after many years of working just fine.

Recently, I told someone about the peace that I’ve been having since I stop telling the devil my plans. But, as soon as I arrived at work an hour later all hell broke loose. It was so bad that I had to repeat devil get thee under my feet, in the name of the Lord. Things went calm after that.

I recently went to the library earlier in the day to clean up my manuscript, and avoid the high school kids who were just there to socialize. I said out loud, I sure hope all of those teenagers aren’t there today. 10 minutes after I arrived they showed up, and sat right in front of me, but I worked through the noise, because I was aware of what was happening.

Some of these stories happened many times. There is so much more to tell, but it would take many posts. I tested the devil for two days. I only spoke in riddles, and I never uttered a word out of my mouth, about any plans pertaining to God. I just did it.

The results were, I was able to work on my spiritual manuscript, and meditate. I listened to worship music, and read my bible repeatedly within that 48 hour window. I enjoyed peace, and tranquility, and every person that I encountered within those two days had been unusually pleasant. What else can I say other than “Silence really is Golden”.

“The devil is always in the details”

I have always considered myself to be too loyal. Not only to people who showed themselves loyal, but especially to people whom I thought wasn’t deserving of my loyalty.

Thus ending in miscommunication, and or hurt feelings, which were usually mine. That is until I realized what was happening, and moreover what if God felt the same way?

Over the course of your life have you ever helped the same, or multiple people out of a pinch with cash, or a ride etc.. when no one else would?

Or maybe you were an encourager, always having a kind word or two, and afterwards they turned around and repaid you by acting as if you didn’t exist, once they got what they needed.

(Proverbs 19:17) He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the LORD; and that which he hath given will he pay him again.

Finally, were any of those same people there for you, when you were facing hard times? Did they offer any type of assistance, and really mean it. Of course they didn’t, because it was all in Gods plan.

Did It make you feel stupid, and or taken advantage of, right before God blessed you for helping them. Well welcome to the club, because none of it happened by chance.

But the devil is always in the details, because I use to take it personally, and get angry. Only to cry out to God afterwards by foolishly asking him where’s my comforter. That is until, he reminded me that it was him.

(2 Corinthians 1:4) “Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.”

It could have been family members, an aquaintence or foe. You were selected by God to be there for them, whether you wanted to or not. Or whether they know it or not. Because, God uses his toughest most compassionate, and selfless soldiers to do his will.

Even though, I will never fully trust people, there’s one thing that I can surely count on. (Hebrews 13:8) Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and today, and forever.

Little boy lost

Oh little boy what will you do

Thats your new family, its called a crew

You always said that you wanted to be free

But, when did your I turn into we

The drugs, the drivebys to not lose clout

You’re In to deep with no way out

With hate, and destruction on your mind,

Your former life you left behind

Now here you go, in and out of jail,

I missed your call, did you say you need bail.

Come back home, do right be cool,

It’s never to late to return to school.

Stop it, before you’re six feet below,

Or up in jail as somebodies ho.

Oh so angry, and bitter at the world,

And guess what else, your boys dating your girl.

Poem by,

Pat Horn

“I prayed to be healed, while at Church”

It began around 8pm, while I was at work on a Friday night. I felt a painful burning sensation in my wrist. I was shocked to see that it was swollen, and I said to myself when did this happen.

I shrugged it off as the residual affects of the cancer drug that I’m still on, and said well I’ll make a Dr’s. Appt if it doesn’t go away.

But the pain increased, and when I arrived home from work I wrapped it up, and I continued to take large amounts of pain pills to no avail. It was to the point where the slightest bend in my wrist was extremely painful.

Saturday came and went, and Sunday morning arrived just in time for Church. While getting ready for Church I said I’ll just pray to God for healing while I’m in Church.

Now mind you that God has healed me in different places other than Church, but for some reason I wanted to ask of God during Church. I arrived at Church, feeling great other than my wrist aching.

The choir started singing “Cleanse me oh Lord,” and immediately the tears started flowing, and at that moment I started praying to God, about my wrist, and I felt his presence in the room.

I said God please heal me, heal my wrist, I don’t know what this is: but I know that you can do it if you’re willing. I repeated this, and quickly forgot all about it, because the choir was singing so good.

I was (clapping), and praising like there was no tomorrow with both hands in hindsight. When the service was over I jumped into my car feeling great, ready to go to work.

That’s when I noticed that I had no pain. I quickly unwrapped the bandage to see if the swelling was also gone, and it was. I started screaming, praising, and dancing in my car as I drove home. No pain or swelling since, our God is a healer, and I thank him continuously for all that he does for me.

I would like to take a moment to thank two more Ladies that have continued to support my work. Shon D, and Nikki thank you, I pray that God blesses you with overflowing mercy, and peace on your journey.



Surfing the chat line I came across him
What was his name Mike, Tom or Jim

He went online to prey on young girls
To break their hearts and crush their worlds

I was online just bored and playing around
I thought it was safer than running around town

But you and your friend had other plans
When I jumped in your car there was a gun in his hand

You both taught me lessons I wasn’t ready to learn
You stole my innocence with little to no concern

This I know I won’t  be the same
Oh Lord, oh Lord these guys the games

Be careful young ladies these boys can’t be tamed
Their parents don’t even know them Its sad it’s a shame

They have no real purpose in this life
Other than raping young girls with a gun or a knife

I won’t live as a victim or try to pretend
That I’m not praying for their untimely end

Poem, by
Pat Horn

God Showed Them

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My previous place of employment was not an easy place to work. Not only were my employers difficult to work for they were hard to get along with.

The real issues began when a new employee, and a former employee who were of the same nationality as the owners started working there. I had worked there for many years, with little to no fanfare.

My employer informed me that these two guys were fighting to get my shift on afternoons, and that’s why I was being harassed. It didn’t work, so they found other ways to irritate me.

They claimed that the lights in our work area at my Job were too dim, and that it hindered them from seeing properly to carry out their duties. So the owner replaced the old bulbs with new high powered bulbs that were too bright. But the new bulbs hurt my eyes, and the heat from it was awful.

I told my employer that it hurts my eyes, and he ignored me. Mind you these guys were my employers friends as well as my co-workers. I started unscrewing one of the light bulbs while I was on duty. And on a few ocassions I forgot to screw it back in before either of my co-workers came in for the midnight shift.

The next day one of my employers told me to stop unscrewing the light bulb, and I told him no, because it hurts my eyes. I continued to unscrew it on my shift, and my two co-workers continued to complain.

I’ll admit that sometimes I would intentionally not screw the bulb back in until my co- workers arrived for their shift. Just to give them something to talk about, because they caused me so much grief. This back, and forth went on for weeks, until I got angry, and then God stepped in.

The day of the confrontation I arrived at work, only to hear the same owner repeating to me Pat, stop unscrewing the light bulb. I yelled out loud who’s complaining, I told him that I already know I just want to hear you say it.

My employer, and I started arguing, and afterwards he amitted that it was the two co-workers that I had suspected. And just when I became totally frustrated, I screamed at the top of my lungs saying, but it hurts my eyes.

At that very moment when I screamed, we heard a very loud pop sound which caused us both to jump. At first we thought that it was a gun shot. Then we looked up to see that the light bulb that we were arguing about, had blown out.

My employer looked freightened, but I knew that It was God. I smiled, and said to him do you see that, that was my God. He’s telling you to back up off of his child or he will get you. I said my God protects his children.

He stood there in shock, just staring at me for a couple of minutes. He then went to another part of the building to get some repairs done. He left the light fixture, and bulbs alone for the night. He never said another word to me, until he left for the evening, and said I’ll see you later.

Sadly there is a second part to this story, which I will post tomorrow. You have to read it to see how this true story came full circle. They refused to accept the fact that God was intervening for me. God intervened on many ocassions during our conflicts, which led to my employer telling me that he knows that God is with me. That’s why I praise God.

God Showed Them, Again

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The next day I arrived at work assuming that the light bulb issue was behind us. I was confident, and I put on the full armour of God. I noticed that the owners brother whom is a co-owner also, had decided to show up that day.

So I went inside, and prepared for my shift. Both of the owners came rushing in, determined to get that bright bulb working in the same light fixture. I just stood there, shaking my head.

I watched from a few feet away, as the other brother screwed it in this time, as I said you all just won’t give up will you. They said nothing, as It blew out immediately, while they both jumped. Finally I said to both of them you just don’t get it do you, (God Said No).

They were still determined to make it work, but gave up only after too many bulbs blew out. They were concerned about a possible electrical fire. That light fixture was rendered useless that day. They put a note on it saying do not use.

Not long after they purchased more of the bright bulbs that blinded me. They decided to use another light fixture near the one that kept blowing out. It worked, It didn’t blow out this time. I said nothing, I didn’t argue with them about it.

I was back to unscrewing the bright bulb in the second light fixture. On the second night of this I waited for one of my two complaining co-workers to arrive for the midnight shift.

When he arrived I started screwing the light bulb back in, and something funny happened. He said no, no don’t screw it back In, it’s too bright for our eyes leave it off. I laughed all the way home. The same bright bulbs that blinded me, were now blinding the eyes of my two co-workers that caused this entire fiasco.

From that time on we only used one light fixture, (Won’t God Do It).


“Jesus loves you”


“A tale of two men”

I was having a really difficult week feeling needy, and unsure of myself. No matter what I did I just couldn’t shake it. I felt as if God had given up on me.

A few days later I got up, and read some scriptures, and afterwards I decided to take an early morning walk. But within minutes I noticed a guy approaching.

I noticed that he had a smirk on his face. His eyes, and facial expression looked demonic as he stared at me. I said good morning, but he said nothing.

He continued to stare as he passed by. I felt so strongly that I had just encountered a demon, that It made me stop, and look back at him.

I continued to walk, and pray, but on my way back I had this eerie feeling like someone was watching me. I looked directly across the street, and there he was again staring at me.

I rushed back towards home feeling no better than when I left. In fact I was more weary than ever, because of this guy. I was maybe twenty feet away from my front door when another guy yelled out to me from across the street.

I could only make out hey ma, because of the noise from passing traffic. He then yelled again, hey ma Jesus loves you, Jesus loves you.

Overwhelmed by this I started crying, and yelled yes he does, and he loves you as well. Jesus sent a message through a stranger to comfort me, and Instantly my mind was at peace, and my spirit went calm.

I cried as I told my friend that Jesus sent a comforting word. I also described my encounter with the two guys during my walk. The next day he decided to walk with me. On our way back from the walk, and while my friend was talking, I noticed a guy desperately trying to cross the street.

He kept stepping into oncoming traffic then stepping back onto the curb. We continued walking, and this guy finally crossed over, and cut us off. We had to stop, because otherwise we would have collided with him. He then turned, and walked directly in front of us.

I was spooked when I realized who it was. I told my friend that’s him, that’s the demonic guy from yesterday. He could have crossed over anywhere, or at any time, but he chose to cross over directly in front of us to make his presence known.

(1 Peter 5:8) Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:” But God is always near watching over us. To God be the glory forever, and ever Amen.